WEBVTT 1 00:00:04.260 --> 00:00:08.331 “你在哭吗?”......听到了这样的声音... 2 00:00:11.460 --> 00:00:16.076 我抬起头,看到一个男孩站在一片黑白的世界中 3 00:00:19.070 --> 00:00:20.914 看上去和我差不多大 4 00:00:22.850 --> 00:00:26.761 男孩歪着头,就这么看着我 5 00:00:28.640 --> 00:00:32.243 我没有回答,又继续低下头 6 00:00:34.690 --> 00:00:39.992 “你是美樱吧?”......“啊嘞,我记错了吗?” 7 00:00:42.665 --> 00:00:44.236 他好像还在说着什么 8 00:00:45.390 --> 00:00:49.210 好吵...是这个男孩的声音吗? 9 00:00:50.020 --> 00:00:54.410 还是风声?或者其实是我自己的声音?搞不清楚... 10 00:00:57.230 --> 00:01:01.482 什么都不想听,这些杂音好吵...... 11 00:01:04.654 --> 00:01:08.837 “沙沙......”响起了这种声音 12 00:01:10.640 --> 00:01:14.390 沙沙......沙沙...... 13 00:01:16.620 --> 00:01:23.678 那是感觉非常熟悉...让人非常怀念的声音......但我想不起来到底是什么声音 14 00:01:25.900 --> 00:01:28.489 但却是奇妙的...让人内心平静的声音 15 00:01:30.503 --> 00:01:33.063 是能让我想听下去的声音...... 16 00:01:34.740 --> 00:01:38.375 我在意地抬起头,朝向声音的方向 17 00:01:41.540 --> 00:01:43.925 那个男孩就坐在旁边 18 00:01:45.640 --> 00:01:49.701 打开素描本,挥动着铅笔 19 00:01:52.490 --> 00:01:57.261 他享受地挥动铅笔的样子,和母亲过去的身影重叠在了一起 20 00:01:58.880 --> 00:02:03.626 当时母亲也打开了她的笔记本,用钢笔在上面开心地写着什么 21 00:02:05.988 --> 00:02:09.340 沙沙......沙沙...... 22 00:02:11.009 --> 00:02:15.310 伴随着悦耳的声音,一直挥动着铅笔... 23 00:02:19.370 --> 00:02:23.011 “你在做什么?”我问到 24 00:02:24.780 --> 00:02:30.347 “你终于往这边看了”,男孩带着纯真的笑容说着 25 00:02:32.850 --> 00:02:37.859 “我在画樱花,看,就是那边的樱花树” 26 00:02:40.180 --> 00:02:44.002 “这地方真好啊,能看见许多樱花” 27 00:02:46.590 --> 00:02:49.071 “你喜欢樱花吗?”我问他 28 00:02:49.900 --> 00:02:55.890 “非常喜欢”,他还是一脸纯真地笑着,一边继续画画 29 00:02:59.220 --> 00:03:01.357 妈妈以前也很喜欢樱花 30 00:03:02.746 --> 00:03:05.507 喜欢从这个观景台看到的樱花... 31 00:03:07.400 --> 00:03:11.245 我也喜欢着看着樱花开心地笑的母亲... 32 00:03:13.410 --> 00:03:19.342 喜欢在樱花飞舞的地方开心地讲故事的母亲... 33 00:03:21.800 --> 00:03:25.454 喜欢叫着我“美樱”的母亲...... 34 00:03:27.270 --> 00:03:31.134 明明最喜欢母亲了...... 35 00:03:34.340 --> 00:03:38.356 “好,完成了”男孩停下手 36 00:03:40.584 --> 00:03:44.284 我瞄了一眼素描本,上面只画着枯萎的树木... 37 00:03:46.047 --> 00:03:50.579 没有画一朵开放的花,只有枯木的寂寥的画 38 00:03:52.530 --> 00:03:57.182 放弃了开花的樱花树的画......就像我一样 39 00:04:00.471 --> 00:04:05.092 “现在让你见识一下魔法!”男孩突然这么说到 40 00:04:08.437 --> 00:04:11.357 沙沙......沙沙...... 41 00:04:13.330 --> 00:04:17.702 伴随着让我舒心的声音响起,男孩又开始挥动画笔 42 00:04:20.163 --> 00:04:22.007 画上了盛开的花朵...... 43 00:04:24.370 --> 00:04:29.560 一朵...两朵...三朵... 44 00:04:31.030 --> 00:04:35.248 还没有停手...还在坚定不移地继续画着 45 00:04:37.136 --> 00:04:40.907 十朵......二十朵...... 46 00:04:42.466 --> 00:04:48.957 一朵朵花渐渐盛开来......铅笔描绘的黑白色的花儿 47 00:04:50.367 --> 00:04:53.676 在我看来,却像是染上颜色的粉色花朵 48 00:04:56.190 --> 00:04:57.884 这确实是魔法...... 49 00:04:59.710 --> 00:05:04.855 不知什么时候,一株枯木就变成了繁花盛开的樱花树 50 00:05:07.556 --> 00:05:14.524 "好厉害,好厉害",不经意间,我叫出了声 51 00:05:18.360 --> 00:05:21.644 "我啊,长大后想当一名画家" 52 00:05:22.563 --> 00:05:26.523 "我爸爸就是画家,他画得很好哦" 53 00:05:28.068 --> 00:05:34.348 "有朝一日能画得像爸爸一样好,然后一起靠画画谋生,这就是我的梦想" 54 00:05:37.400 --> 00:05:39.809 美樱有未来的梦想吗? 55 00:05:41.420 --> 00:05:44.960 被这么问,我烦恼起来 56 00:05:46.657 --> 00:05:49.177 以前从来没有考虑过梦想这种东西 57 00:05:51.650 --> 00:05:54.868 但是......"作家" 58 00:05:55.862 --> 00:05:58.254 我这么回答 59 00:06:00.365 --> 00:06:03.515 "我想成为母亲那样描绘故事的人" 60 00:06:04.640 --> 00:06:10.728 我想成为靠自己的故事给喜欢的人带来笑容的作家 61 00:06:12.880 --> 00:06:14.749 脱口而出的一瞬间... 62 00:06:15.805 --> 00:06:21.383 我好像看到母亲微笑着站在男孩的背后 63 00:06:24.030 --> 00:06:25.713 但马上就消失不见了 64 00:06:27.834 --> 00:06:30.319 在我恢复色彩的世界里... 65 00:06:31.274 --> 00:06:36.821 只有随风飘扬的花瓣,和两眼放光的男孩 66 00:06:39.857 --> 00:06:43.290 "那......",男孩说着 67 00:06:45.040 --> 00:06:48.607 "我们长大后,一起做绘本吧!" 68 00:06:50.600 --> 00:06:54.178 "由我来给美樱写的故事画插画" 69 00:06:55.410 --> 00:07:00.269 "然后,把绘本当作礼物送给喜欢的人,怎么样?" 70 00:07:02.810 --> 00:07:08.464 看着开心讲话的男孩,我也不由得开心起来 71 00:07:11.000 --> 00:07:16.024 不仅对男孩会为我写的故事作画感到期待 72 00:07:16.941 --> 00:07:20.792 我自己也想在男孩身边,欣赏更多他的画作 73 00:07:23.533 --> 00:07:30.682 "我们...还能再见面吗?"我把心中的不安脱口而出...... 74 00:07:33.359 --> 00:07:40.679 不清楚长大后还能不能再相见,说不定他也会像母亲一样突然消失不见...... 75 00:07:43.492 --> 00:07:47.884 "我们的爸爸好像关系挺好的,一定还会再见的" 76 00:07:48.668 --> 00:07:52.135 男孩带着天真的笑容回答到 77 00:07:54.364 --> 00:08:00.055 也许是看到我愁眉苦脸的样子,男孩再次把脑袋歪起来... 78 00:08:02.380 --> 00:08:05.916 然后淡淡地微笑...... 79 00:08:07.700 --> 00:08:12.172 "那就做约定吧",说着伸出小拇指... 80 00:08:14.670 --> 00:08:19.825 "等我们长大了,绝对要一起做绘本" 81 00:08:21.269 --> 00:08:29.290 "违约要被罚吞一千根钢针的话,感觉太危险了。换成说谎的人无论如何都要实现对方一个心愿,怎么样?" 82 00:08:31.287 --> 00:08:34.396 对男孩的话,我回答道: 83 00:08:36.210 --> 00:08:41.404 "如果我违约了,就罚给你写一千部故事..." 84 00:08:41.945 --> 00:08:47.121 "如果你违约了,就要为我的故事做一千张画" 85 00:08:49.886 --> 00:08:56.465 男孩眨了眨眼,然后"哈哈哈"地大笑起来 86 00:08:58.170 --> 00:09:04.639 我也笑了起来,相互勾住小指,开始拉钩起誓 87 00:09:06.740 --> 00:09:15.473 拉钩上吊无论说不说谎都要一起做绘本~ 88 00:09:16.595 --> 00:09:18.496 约好了~ 89 00:09:21.370 --> 00:09:23.780 相互的手指分开的瞬间... 90 00:09:24.990 --> 00:09:28.747 眼前的景色突然变得模糊...... 91 00:09:36.630 --> 00:09:42.738 睁开眼抬起头...眼前是我熟悉的房间 92 00:09:45.750 --> 00:09:48.311 手指夹着一封信 93 00:09:50.614 --> 00:09:54.974 我才发觉到自己是在读信途中睡着了 94 00:09:57.250 --> 00:10:02.711 一片樱花瓣孤零零地落在信上...... 95 00:10:04.590 --> 00:10:08.308 一定是从窗户的缝隙里飞进来的吧... 96 00:10:11.158 --> 00:10:12.740 我拿走花瓣...... 97 00:10:13.707 --> 00:10:19.679 "说谎的少年啊",这样有些坏心眼地说着 98 00:10:20.794 --> 00:10:24.450 我站起身,把窗户敞开 99 00:10:26.450 --> 00:10:33.277 让肌肤感受着春天的温暖气息,同时伸展手臂,把手掌举起来 100 00:10:36.691 --> 00:10:42.181 花瓣从我的手掌里,轻盈地飞舞而去 101 00:10:44.093 --> 00:10:46.993 如同在空中自由飞翔的燕子一样 102 00:10:48.770 --> 00:10:52.378 花瓣也在悠然地随风飘荡 103 00:10:55.590 --> 00:11:00.697 看着空无一物的手掌,我突然感伤起来... 104 00:11:04.390 --> 00:11:08.839 我想如果有能够飞翔的翅膀,我也可以展翅高飞 105 00:11:11.768 --> 00:11:16.889 与其这样待在地上等死,不如和同样有翅膀的伙伴一起...... 106 00:11:18.660 --> 00:11:21.414 回到我们各自本该存在的地方去 107 00:11:23.412 --> 00:11:26.966 但是...我果然还是任性的... 108 00:11:28.220 --> 00:11:32.186 在心里想着应该做一些挽留...... 109 00:11:34.960 --> 00:11:37.480 我才是最大的骗子...... 110 00:11:39.010 --> 00:11:42.072 "不要走...留在我身边..." 111 00:11:43.785 --> 00:11:47.262 如果那时候...能说出口... 112 00:11:49.650 --> 00:11:53.154 说不定他现在也还会陪在我的身边 113 00:11:55.935 --> 00:12:01.035 感觉眼泪快夺眶而出了,我轻轻拍了拍脸颊 114 00:12:04.034 --> 00:12:06.735 "好,要写了!" 115 00:12:09.870 --> 00:12:12.731 愚钝的我只剩下写故事这一条路 116 00:12:13.587 --> 00:12:18.054 除了写故事,我再也想不出其他能向他传递心意的方法 117 00:12:20.230 --> 00:12:23.280 我已经只有写故事了 118 00:12:26.700 --> 00:12:31.038 对那个撒谎,坏心眼,温柔的男孩子; 119 00:12:33.200 --> 00:12:36.892 那个又像哥哥,又像弟弟的男孩子; 120 00:12:39.080 --> 00:12:42.572 那个最爱吃樱饼和画画的男孩子; 121 00:12:44.340 --> 00:12:50.241 那个无论何时都会让我露出笑容的,魔法师一样的男孩子... 122 00:12:53.340 --> 00:13:00.583 脑海中一浮现出那个男孩子,一想到什么时候能把自己的心意传递过去... 123 00:13:02.560 --> 00:13:07.150 今天,我也开始创作故事